There’s a bottle in your desk drawer. Adderall, prescribed years ago for focus issues you may or may not have had. You started taking it occasionally—before major presentations, during quarterly close, when you needed to power through a critical deadline.
Now you take it most days. You’ve increased the dose on your own because the original amount stopped working. You get irritable when you run low. You’ve considered finding a second prescriber because your doctor started asking questions.
If anyone asked, you’d say you have it under control. It’s medication, not a drug problem. You’re just using a prescribed medication to perform at the level your job requires.
Except you know, somewhere beneath the rationalizations, that this isn’t sustainable.
Adderall and Stimulants are An Open Secret in the Corporate World
Prescription stimulants have become somewhat like performance-enhancing drugs for corporate America. Unlike athletes who face consequences for doping, executives who use Adderall to maintain impossible productivity levels are rarely questioned.
So you take a pill that makes you sharper, faster, more focused. It works. Until it doesn’t.
When Performance Enhancement Becomes Dependence
The shift from therapeutic use to problematic use happens gradually, which is exactly why it’s so dangerous.
You start with the prescribed dose. Then you take it on days you didn’t originally intend to. Eventually, “as needed” becomes “daily.” The dose that used to work doesn’t anymore, so you start taking more.
Your personality changes. You’re more irritable when the medication wears off. You’re less patient with your team. You have trouble sleeping, so you start taking something to help you sleep, creating a cycle of uppers and downers.
The work that used to feel meaningful now just feels mandatory.
The Hidden Cost of Prescription Stimulants
The immediate effects of stimulants can feel positive, which is why it’s easy to miss the long-term costs.
Cognitively, chronic stimulant use actually impairs the executive function it’s supposed to enhance. Your ability to think strategically diminishes. You become reactive rather than proactive.
Physically, you’re running your body at an unsustainable pace. Elevated heart rate and blood pressure. Disrupted sleep. Poor nutrition. The long-term cardiovascular risks are real and serious.
Emotionally, stimulants create flatness punctuated by irritability. Your family gets the depleted, irritable version of you while your colleagues get the artificially enhanced one.
What Drives Stimulant Use
Research shows that roughly 75% of prescription stimulant misuse cases involve people using the medication not to get high, but to meet performance demands they believe are non-negotiable.
They’re people trying to function at a level that isn’t sustainable without chemical assistance. The underlying problem isn’t the individual’s capacity—it’s the expectation that anyone can maintain that level of output indefinitely.
You’re supposed to be strategic and detail-oriented. Visionary and operationally excellent. Available around the clock and well-rested. These expectations are contradictory. No human can sustain all of them simultaneously. Stimulants create the illusion that you can, temporarily.
Breaking the Cycle: First Steps That Actually Work
If you recognize yourself in this pattern, the first step isn’t immediately stopping the medication. It’s getting honest about what’s happening.
Talk to your prescribing physician about your actual use pattern. If you’ve been taking more than prescribed, say so. A good physician will help you create a plan to taper safely if needed.
Consider whether you need medical supervision. Depending on how long you’ve been using stimulants and at what doses, stopping abruptly can cause significant withdrawal symptoms—depression, extreme fatigue, difficulty concentrating.
Creating Space When There Is None
The paradox of addressing stimulant dependence as an executive is that recovery requires time and space that feel impossible to create.
This is where outpatient treatment designed for working professionals becomes essential. Evening intensive programs allow you to maintain your role with modifications while getting the support you need.
Treatment for high-functioning professionals isn’t about teaching you that drugs are bad. It’s about developing sustainable performance strategies that don’t require chemical enhancement. It’s about examining the beliefs driving your work patterns and deciding which ones you actually want to keep.
Recovery Is the Ultimate Performance Upgrade
Here’s what nobody tells you about recovering from stimulant dependence: your actual performance often improves.
Not immediately. The first weeks or months can be difficult as your brain recalibrates. But executives who successfully address stimulant misuse consistently report that their strategic thinking improves. Their decision-making gets better. Their relationships with their teams strengthen.
The performance enhancement you were chasing with stimulants? It comes from operating at a sustainable pace with genuine capacity, not an artificial edge that’s slowly destroying that capacity.
At Confidential Recovery, we work with executives who’ve reached the point where prescription stimulants have gone from solution to problem. Recovery isn’t about lowering your standards. It’s about meeting them in ways that don’t require destroying yourself.
The strongest performance comes from sustainable capacity, not chemical enhancement.

Scott H. Silverman
Scott H. Silverman is a high-profile expert on addiction and recovery, making frequent public and media appearances for the last 40 years. He is the author of The Opioid Epidemic, and the Founder and CEO of Confidential Recovery, a San Diego substance abuse treatment center specializing in helping Veterans and First Responders get and stay sober.






